30 April, 2010

messy...

leaves
(listening to You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson...)

29 April, 2010

宝贝

new life...
枯木也能发新芽馨香播种摇篮下。。。
有你在梦最美梦醒也安慰。。。
(listening to 小宝贝快快睡 by 香香...)

27 April, 2010

emptiness...


sorry no time to update any post here... no idea to write any thing here... just a photo to share with...
good day and take care...
(in a thinking mood...)

24 April, 2010

stood still
stood still...

23 April, 2010

even though...

crossing the bolder...
you never give up on me... even though i am...
you come to me everytime i cry... even though i am...
you gave me pair of wings... even though i am...
you help me flying high... even though i am...

(listening to To Be With You by David Archuleta...)

empty...

you & me
the efforts part was done… let it be… flow with the rhythm...
important is the efforts and enjoy the journey...
reward just a nice ending for everything done before...
and a confident start for the new day...long way to go...
(listening to Seperti Pelangi by Dygta...)

21 April, 2010

aku.kamu

touch
saat itu kamu memberi... saat itu ku rasa bahgia...
selama ku tersenyum... selama itu ku memberi...
sesaat kau tak ade... saat itu yang ku rasa...
saat hidupku terasa terhenti... tanpa cahaya...
(listening to Aku Punya Kamu by Faizal Tahir...)

wanna come home...


I miss you, you know... and I've been keeping all the notes I wrote to you...
each one a line or two, "'I'm fine... how are you...''
well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough...
my words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that... I miss you... you know...
(listening to Home by Westlife...)

20 April, 2010

facing it alone...

面对。。。
facing the situation... sometimes I have to bow to the tribulations...
no matter how much darkness in front of me… I still have to face it alone…
the way still long… tears i cannot hide... so i smile and say...
(listening to Smoke Gets In Your Eyes by The Platters...)

19 April, 2010

lonely antique...


sometime... feel like i am an antique... the value of an antique or lonely like an antique...
left by someone and it was the piece that survived...
even though survived but full with scars and damages...
that is the price to be an antique...
(listening to I Am Yours by Jason Mraz...)

food to film...

wantan noodle
dah tak tau nak makan ape dah untuk lunch... herm... wantan mee satu... hahaha...
still my favourite... enjoy the photo from one of my lunch... makcik jual mee pun
pelik nape orang ni ambik gambar makanan sebelum makan...huhu...
hari ni lunch nak makan ape ek? boring nye nak lunch seorang...
anyway dah biasa dah...eating alone still have to eat... huhu...
this photo reminds me of the late Yasmin Ahmad's film - Sepet...
where orked meet jason in a Chinese kopitiam which selling this food ; )
(listening to the drumming stomach waiting for lunch hour...)

18 April, 2010

100018042010

illusion...
the countdown was done... the message was replied...
when i thinking of you... the tears flow calmly through my face...
(listening to 关怀方式 by 陈汉伟&蔡礼莲...)

17 April, 2010

keep waiting...

leave or leaves
for the past 26 years...life spends for waiting... waiting for a message reply...
waiting for an appointment...waiting for a phone call... i think my life will keep waiting
for an unknown...tired of keep waiting and ruin out my own plans...
and nobody care about your plan... life keep waiting...
silence mood is not a good way to keep people waiting...
(silence mood...)

16 April, 2010

masih aku terasa...

stars...
sejenak aku dikejutkan...bersama ombak cinta luka...perpisahan melanda kita...
kiranya...takdir mengizinkan...inginku jadi milikmu...
kerna engkau yang aku sayangi...akan kusimpan kenangan cinta kita...
yang tak akan terpadam selamanya...
kehangatan cintamu...masih aku terasa...
seperti baru semalam kita bertemu...
(listening to Masih Aku Terasa by Shahnon...)

sun.set

divided...
facing at the sunset alone... how i wish you are here to watch the sunset with me...
or even you just watching the same sunset at a different place...
i always feel sad during sunset... even it is just a short moment...
everything seem like comes to an end... but it is also a new begining to a new day...
new hope... preparation to a new tomorrow...prepare to face another sunset...
(listening to Beku by Shanon...)

15 April, 2010

everytime...

one in a million...
the best place to sit down and free up my mind... everytime i am very down...
everytime i think of you...everytime i dont know what to do... everytime try to
escape from the crazy life...everytime i am lonely...everytime i need to hide up...

walked alone in the crowded and busy city... without any destination...
tired but still counting the days...3...2...1...
(listening to Masih Aku Terasa by Shanon...)

the moment...

the moment...
... ... even though it is short... but unforgettable...
or unforgettable becoz it is short... and beautiful...
(tired to listen to any music or song...)

14 April, 2010

lost...

protected...
lost in the world of lines, colours, shapes, forms, shadows...
lost in world of musics, lyrics, cords, voices...
lost in the world of maps, hotels, cities, places, people...
lost in the world of typing, shooting, translating...
really lost ...
(not listening to any music... )

13 April, 2010

waiting to fly...

find your way...
fly... find your way to freedom and success...
fly... find your new world...
fly... dandelion... fly...

one day I'll fly away...
leave all this to yesterday...
what more could your love do for me...
when will love be through with me...
why live life from dream to dream...
and dread the day when dreaming ends...
(listening to One Day I'll Fly Away by Nichole Kidman...)

12 April, 2010

prayer...

the direction...
a peaceful night... but tears inside... listening to the Heart Sutra...
counting the days... praying for the best...
till fall in sleep in the arm of the warm night...

嗡嘛呢叭咪吽

(listening to Heart Sutra by QiYu...)

pertemuan perpisahan...

connecting you and me...
人难来。。。人易去。。。人来人去。。。随缘散聚。。。
对尘是一份痴迷。。。只好反复来又去。。。
我知道。。。我身在此岸。。。只是一个过客。。。
我知道。。。我身在彼岸。。。也将随着风儿去。。。
(脑海里的一首佛曲-尘恋。。。)

masing-masing... punyai bibit kelebihan... supaya saling memerlukan... bertemu demi menyulam...
cahaya nurani dan akal fikiran... naluri serta perasaan... menyingkap erti tangisan...
bukankah kita in dicipta Tuhan... sepasang tapi berlainan... lemah sini, sana kekuatan...
dirimu, diriku... bagaikan pelita... yang memercikkan sinar... menyuluhi malam...
(listening to Erti Pertemuan by Ning Baizura & Jay Jay...)

11 April, 2010

moon & sun...

look, the moon...
as usual watching a movie alone… shop alone… walk alone… dinner alone… but still thanks for holding my hand and  my heart...

if the moon can linger on a morning so bright; why can't the sun do the same at night...
                                                                                                                     -Melur-
(listening to Pergi by Aizat OST of  Talentime...)

take me home...

take me home...
leaving the place without saying goodbye...
driving home lonely go along with tears…
misty taste of moonshine…
teardrops in my eye…
take me home…
to the place I belong…
(listening to Take Me Home Country Road by John Denver...)

10 April, 2010

dream of...

dream of...
ticket booked... visa prepared... if i should stay... i will on be in your way...
dream of never know this place... preparing for heading to the new place... unknown...
(mind still strike by the same song: i will always love you... )

09 April, 2010

days

rest...
rain heavily outside... sit in front of laptop... listening to music... read some posts... clearing some emails...
memories strike my mind... thinking of you... looking at the calender... counting on the days...

bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me
so, goodbye. please, don't cry
we both know I'm not what you, you need

I hope life treats you kind
and I hope you have all you've dreamed of
and I wish to you, joy and happiness
but above all this, I wish you love

(song played in my laptop: I will always love you by Withney Houston...)

BIG IDEAS

purifying...white
if you dont do something for the environment for my children, your children
and the people; you fail...

BIG IDEAS for a small planet

an inspiring programe to watch!
(watching the programe on youtube...)

06 April, 2010

stranger

离乡...
try to capture stranger... walk to the person asking for permission to capture their portrait...
huhu... more things to learn about portrait... this is the first one...
something wrong with this photo... but can't figure out what is that? anyone help me?

you walk in my life as a stranger...and please walk out my life as a stranger too...
please not take away anything from my heart...not leave anything to my soul...

but i know you stole piece of my heart away...you leave me in torn...

don't rely on others too much...it's just because when people disappoint you,
you will get hurt... it's better just to rely on yourself coz you know that
you would never disappoint yourself...
(listening to Mungkin Ku Tak Bisa by Faizal Tahir...)

04 April, 2010

fall in your dream...

night illusions...
resting the mind in a jazzy saturday night with my favourite CD played... reading a book while looking for ideas to write to you... accompany by piece of indulgence and cup of warm milk... when i fall in love... it will be forever...or i will never fall in love... fall in the illusions of the night... looking for ways to get into your dream... 
(listening to when i fall in love by the singers unlimited...)

02 April, 2010

parsley.sage.rosemary

无题II
are you going to Scarborough Fair?
remember me to one who lives there...
he once was a true love of mine...
parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme...
tell him to find me in acre of land...
then he will be a true love of mine...
(listening to Scarborough Fair Wiener Sangernaben by Vienna Boy's Choir...)

strike again...

无题
strike again in this night... the loneliness... the gastric... the sleepless mood...the fever... the hot weather...
all in once... like a gathering again... stop all this... i need a sleep for the long tomorrow...
(no mood to listen to any music...)