30 May, 2010

E s c a p i s m

path
-guangzhou-
no word... no sentence... no phrase...
cant do much… only helpless...
the pressure... too huge...
i have to be selfish...escapism…
sometimes… is the best solution…
i think i live better in this way… lonely…

不要問 不要說 一切盡在不言中
這一刻偎著燭光 讓我們靜靜的渡過
莫揮手 莫回頭 當我唱起這首歌

(listening to 祝福 by Jacky Cheong...)

29 May, 2010

while waiting for 1230...

working hard!
-guangzhou-

working hard towards the future... love... and more...

我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋 有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力氣
為了你 我願意
動也不能動 也要看著你
直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸

(listening to 至少还有你 by 林忆莲...)

27 May, 2010

unfortunately...

broken
-guangzhou-

i wish the happy moment will extend longer...unfortunately...
30 days... 825... not that easy to remember...
get use to it... the road will be more lonely and cold...
writing this alone in the dining room... 2.09 am...
while the rest still having a sweet dream...on the bed...
with the love one... for me... just a sleepless night...
(wish to listen to some music... unfortunately 2.09 am...)

23 May, 2010

little bit of love...

hard working
-guangzhou-
how i wish i have a macro len during the shutter release...

early in the sunday morning... full with love...
soft sunlight... having glass of milk...
writing this... thinking of your smile...
with little bit of love...
world still beautiful...
 for you and me...
(listening to I'll BeThere by Mariah Carey...)

21 May, 2010

is not that easy...

没那么简单
感覺快樂 就忙東忙西... 感覺累了 就放空自己...
不想擁有太多情緒... 一杯紅酒 配電影...
在週末晚上... 關上了手機... 舒服窩在沙發裡...
当你吻醒我... 等待你回来是甜蜜的...
幸福沒有那麼容易... 才會特別讓人著迷...
什麼都不懂的年紀... 曾經最掏心... 所以最開心...
曾經...

when feel happy, keep myself busy... when tired, blank my mind...
do not want to have too much emotion... a glass of red wine with movies...
weekend night... phone off ... comfortable lay on the sofa...
waiting for you home is sweet when... wake by your kiss...
is not that easy to get happiness... that why we fascinating to it...
when we are young... less thing to take care... happier we are...
now everything was passing…

(listening to 没那么简单 by 黄小琥...)

20 May, 2010

no reason...

drops
-guangzhou-

think a lot lately... think of love one... think of life... think of dead... think of future... think of...
one is loved because one is loved... no reason is needed for loving... i believe...
The feeling of heart pounding strongly is good…


"she would have to send her kisses on the wind,
hoping that the wind would touch the boy's face,
and would tell him that she was alive...
that she was waiting for him: the hope of his return...
even she knew he wouldn't... "
                                                        
                                                        -The Alchemist-

(reading The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho...)

19 May, 2010

outside the world...

stood tall
-guangzhou-

whenever the sun was setting...
i always miss you here...
although the sky falling with rain...
i am still waiting... for the hapiness...
(listening to 外面的世界 by 齐秦...)

18 May, 2010

climbing up high...

climbing up high
-guangzhou-

caterpillar always has the dream to become a beautiful butterfly...
climbing and facing the challanges... just to reach the peak to fly freely like a butterfly...
after a long climb... he feel tired and take a rest...
when he awake from the rest... dream come true... fly... as a big beautiful butterfly..
heavy pouring rain... hurts... weak...
caterpillar feel gloommy why the sweet dream always short...
tears/ rain... hit on the caterpillar/ butterfly...
(listening to Dilanda Cinta by Shanon Shah...)

17 May, 2010

20 days

protected
-guangzhou-

good news... bad news... happy... sad... lot of things needed to figure out...
hope everything will be fine and smooth in new environment...
still believe in... five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes...fill with love...
love is a gift from up above... share love... give love... spread love...
measure... measure your life in love...
(listening to Season of LoveOST of the movie 'Rent'... )

16 May, 2010

thank you...

lake
-guangzhou-
wishing all the teachers...happy teachers' day...
(tired week... not listening to any music... )

14 May, 2010

above...

rainbows
-guangzhou, china-

每个人头上都有一道彩虹。。。
出现在风雨后。。。
为你我打气,加油。。。
there is a rainbow above everyone of us...
appear after the rain...
to cheer you and me...
(listening to Takkan Ada Aku lagi by Ello...)

13 May, 2010

laugh with you, tears with you...

glowing
sleep quickly dear...i will be in your dream...
laughing and tired with you... i will be your side...
sleep quickly dear... you will always dream of me...
i will be in your beautiful dream...
keep you comfort even after you wake...

小宝贝快快睡梦中会有我相随
陪你笑陪你累有我相依偎
小宝贝快快睡你会梦到我几回
有我在梦最美梦醒也安慰...

(listening to Somewhere My Love by Sean Ghazi...)

12 May, 2010

semalam...


nice song and music video to share...

11 May, 2010

lucky one...

tension
after the fall... tears... hurt... its time to fly high...
sunshine always waiting at the end of darkness...
try to portray that I’m fine although deep inside...
I may be depressed and weak...
life must go on... i still believes I'm the lucky one...
(listening to I'm The Lucky One by Anuar Zain...)

10 May, 2010

into pieces...

rain
raining day... its not a good day... decision made... no turning back...
tears... not in mood... broke into pieces... the journey will be more lonely now...
                                                                                                         
                                                                                                             -yong-
(listening to Tak Bisa Memiliki by Dygta...)

09 May, 2010

4282010

nite
messy mind... lot of photos... lots of thing to deal with... nothing to write...
a bit sweet... bit gloom... life must go on...
(listening to Sabar Menanti by Sean Ghazi from the film "Hapuslah Air Matamu"...)