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brian & celine 28.11.2011

2011-12-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

happily ever after...
(listening to 因为爱情 by Faye Wong...)

say goodbye...

2011-11-30T12:34:00.001+08:00

phobia to pick up calls...
especially call from the love one...
it's time to say goodbye...
(listening to Sarah Brightman- Time to Say Goodbye...)

when september end...

2011-09-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

wake me up when september end...

别了...

2011-09-09T13:39:00.002+08:00

“天下无不散之筵席，送君千里终须一别。。。”
"No feast in the world can last forever, it's time to say goodbye."

(listening to MAMA by Il Divo...)

air jatuh...

2011-09-03T11:08:00.001+08:00

一切都属缘起缘灭。。。
(listening to Take Me Home Country Road by John Denver...)

formula of happiness...

2011-08-18T14:33:00.003+08:00

what is the formula for happiness?

A-B=C

A=what you received
B=what you gave
C=zero

flourish day...

2011-07-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

enjoy the photos and cheers !
(listening to Hana by Teresa Tang... )

365天...

2011-05-05T10:55:00.003+08:00

还有多少个365天?
前面会有多少的考验?
不期望什么。。。
除了珍惜，还是珍惜。。。

ps: 我願化身石橋,受五百年風吹、五百年日曬、五百年雨打,只願你從橋上走過...

cari kotak

2011-04-14T14:07:00.003+08:00

using a taxi to find the box...
learn few indonesian words...
'great' music and visual presentation in a black box...

builder

2011-04-01T10:47:00.001+08:00

builder of the future...

our children

2011-03-29T16:36:00.001+08:00

this is the photo come to my mind when i read the competition theme"our children"

colour.expression

2011-03-28T20:40:00.001+08:00

@pasar payang, terenganu...everything appear at the right time... with the
camera in my hand...these are the result ; )

inspiration...

2011-03-23T11:02:00.001+08:00

small things around you that inspired you a lot... think of one and tell me ; )
(listening to Tinggal Kenangan by Caramel Band...)

cried for you...

2011-03-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me

I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper
(listening to Katie Melua-I cried for you...praying for the Japan tsunami victims...)

blue

2011-03-15T12:09:00.004+08:00

the sky is blue... the mood is blue...
every bad things happen for a good reason...

fading or forgotten

2011-02-28T11:50:00.002+08:00

the yellow house, the old fort, the crystal mosque, the boat maker, the passion ,the heritage,
the tale, the island, ...pulau duyong...
(listening to Pergi by Aizat...)

tied up...

2011-02-24T11:48:00.003+08:00

tied up by so many things...
working hard to release them...
(how to make people see like what you see?)
or i should said: how to make people see like how i see?

faces...

2011-02-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

along the way...faces and stories...all in a sip of vietnam coffee...

agent orange...

2011-01-31T20:33:00.000+08:00

faces of saigon... the unlucky one... victim of orange agent...
how lucky i am...peace and no war...

saigon part III

2011-01-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

the city in black and white...

saigon part II

2011-01-24T21:34:00.001+08:00

the city at night...pirated books...vietnam coffee...road crossing...night market...

saigon part I

2011-01-24T13:50:00.002+08:00

the city in day time...crazy trafic...messy cable above head...

recharge...

2011-01-23T21:54:00.001+08:00

after a break...recharge...its time to fly high...
(listening to Getaran Jiwa by Sean Ghazi...)

messy...

2011-01-13T11:58:00.004+08:00

13 january sunny day

keep it simple... dont think too much... go with the flow...
if not... you are not belong to this place...
(listening to 梅艷芳- 夕陽之歌...)

分担。负担

2011-01-12T12:05:00.003+08:00

1月12日晴

当两个人在一起。。。
是分担还是负担？
(260天的日记。。。)

its time to keep it simple...
lets take a chance...
hope for the best...
(listening to Ricky Martin-The Best Thing About Me is You...)

the sweet monday

2011-01-10T14:07:00.002+08:00

first try to compile photos captured into a video...
a gift to all for 2011...
(listening to Love Me by Yiruma...)

thank . full

2011-01-03T15:45:00.001+08:00

happy new year... i think its not too late to wish...
a grateful new year... grateful because i still able to sit here and write something...

blank...

2010-12-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

sit still...try to write something... blank...
time for a rest...
(listening to Yiruma-Love Me...)

pieces of memory...

2010-12-20T18:01:00.004+08:00

searching for the precious moment...found these photos from the old family album...
(listening to Izinku Pergi by Kaer...)

measuring the life...

2010-12-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

how you measure a year?
in daylights... in sunsets...
in cups of coffee... in books...
in words... in photos...

five hundred twenty-five thounsand six hundred minutes...
five hundred twenty-five journey to plan out...
five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes...
how do you measure the life of a man and a woman...

in truths that she learned...
or in times that he cried...
in bridges he burned...
or the way that she died...
(listening to Seasons of Love - a song in the musical Rent...)

spread your wings...

2010-11-24T15:45:00.003+08:00

here not belong to you...
stay out of comfort zone...
its time to spread the wings...
and flying high...
to a place belong to you...
little caterpillar...

the forgotten...

2010-11-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

know what you do and love what you do...
pick it... do it... and face it...

slowing down...

2010-11-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

its time to slowing down the steps... taking a rest before continue the journey...
mission complete for now... more challanges waiting in front...
while slowing down the steps... spending some times to enjoy...
painting... reading... snapping... traveling...observing...

destination... journey...

2010-11-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

its not about the destination... but how you enjoy the journey...

(listening to Amazing Grace by Soweto Gospel Choir...)

elements hunting...

2010-11-12T19:06:00.001+08:00

captures from the hunting of elements to pasar borong selayang...

exploring...rimba

2010-10-14T13:38:00.001+08:00

a halfday escape from the city...
walking into the green world...

journey started...and enjoy!

a refreshing dip into the nature...
ready for the whole new day again...

天长地久

2010-10-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

在这168天和你相处的日子里。。。
有着你的关怀和爱。。。
不知未来还有多少个168天。。。
希望和你天长地久。。。
这会太天真吗？

terrorism...

2010-10-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

on my way to town in a train...
sitting next to two young men in their early 20s...
this two men talk a lot in the train...
one of the thing that they talked catched my attention...
the convesation sound something like this...
if i become rich now, i will use all the money to buy bomb
to bomb the mosque on friday prayer...i hate the malay!

in my mind...should i consider this is a failure of our education?
or failure of our...

just refreshing...

2010-09-27T14:13:00.001+08:00

early in the morning... tired and down because of the sleepless night...
getting a phone call... a good news... cheer up my day...
hope more good news going to appear soon ; )

history...

2010-09-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

history not just about thick text book with lots of year figure to remember...
history always teach us something... made us appreciate our roots more...
history also made us realized the mistake and giving opportunity to change...and improve...
the failure factors always can be detected from history… or history made us who we are today…

relief...

2010-09-25T01:48:00.001+08:00

a relief day... letting the mind blank... blank...blank...

too many ???

2010-09-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

dealing with design make my brain work differently from the others...
should i said my brain work more systematically?
or my brain work more detail?
if that so...is it a good thing my brain work that way?
or that making me consider too much while making decision for my life?
how our brain work?
is it posible for our brain to work as simple as 1+1=2 ?
anyway i think its time for me to let my mind rest a while...
from keep working... and questioning...

falling rain...

2010-09-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

" Mau minum ape?" ask a young man, who looks like in his early 20s, a waiter in this kopitiam that i used like to have my breakfast...
"Horlick panas, kurang manis.''
The waiter seem like having problem to take the order... he seem like happy when his waitress friend walk pass by him.
"How to spell 'Horlick' ? '' ask the waiter to his waitress friend.

It is such a wonderful moment to enjoy a cup of hot coffee and toast in this chinese kopitiam on a not working thurday morning... but i cant help myself to keep wondering... this is a country to have her independence for 53 years?

while the kopitiam playing a song i like very much... rhythm of the rain...

stillness of life...

2010-09-14T14:43:00.003+08:00

-stillness . mix media-

sometimes uncertain make a person uncomfortable...
people feel not secure... and bad mood obviously...
working with uncertain in design seem easy...
how about uncertain in life?
may be more talk help...
or may be... just a 'compromise'...
or just let it be 'uncertain'...

你不知道的事

2010-09-11T12:26:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但即刻会落地
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心...

(listening to 你不知道的事 by Leehom...)

pasar malam...

2010-09-05T21:15:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

went to pasar malam with family yesterday...
looking at dad holding mum's hand...
walk in front of me and sister...
in the middle of pasar malam....
a sweet journey of 26 years...
(reading Mosque Slippers by Amir Muhammad...)

26 years passed...

2010-08-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

what the result for the passed 26 years?
an A+... A... or B...
and 26 more years to go...
share the four photos...
representing the passed 26 years...

nights...

2010-08-18T13:35:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

the heart pounding hard when the dark falls...
i still awake waiting for the sleepiness...
while others dream of their sweet one...
the fantasies keep trembling in my mind…
the flying dog…dragon…the ring… the potter…the wizard…
the mind keep fantasize in the sleepless night...
waiting for the eyes to fall in sleep…
{listening to Long, Long Time Ago (Hace Mucho, Mucho Tiempo)-OST of Pan's Labyrinth...}

how i wish...

2010-08-13T13:39:00.003+08:00

-guangzhou-

how i wish... i can go back to...
how i wish... i can not thinking of all this...
how i wish... i can...
how i wish... i am not cracking my head...
like the children in the photo...

lonely... journey...

2010-08-02T14:14:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

never ending journey...
leading to no way...

(listening to Michael Buble's Put Your Head On My Shoulder...)

feeling: empty...

2010-07-26T16:31:00.005+08:00

-guangzhou-

hot day...drive on the highway with the aircond on to the max...
listening to some jazz...

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raining outside... drive on the highway with the aircond switch to the min...
listening to some jazz while thinking of the warmness of you...

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after knowing the truth...
the mind set empty... the journey just started or ended...
the emotion set in a surprising calm condition...
go with the flow…
happy... sad or shock...
its empty feeling...

(not listening to any... )

proud of you...

2010-07-26T14:38:00.003+08:00

"Vis comme si tu devais mourir demain. Apprends comme si tu devais vivre toujours."
- Mahatma Gandhi

Gandhi knows how to speak French?
i think that what he meant with the quote...

‎"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
- Mahatma Gandhi

thank you...

2010-07-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-
i am the lucky one...
thanks for choosen me as the one...
making my life complete...

(listening to 我期待 by 张雨生&陶晶莹...)

come what may...

2010-07-23T10:41:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

pushing myself to the limit...
face the victory and the failure...
come what may...

(listening to Ketika Cinta -OST Perempuan Berkalung Sorban ... )

sharing...

2010-07-19T17:33:00.025+08:00

-guangzhou-

"to educate is not filling water into a bottle... but light up a candle..."

-Gareth, UK-

forgotten memories-Pudu

2010-07-10T12:16:00.005+08:00

Forgotten Memories - Pudu from fatul ghazali on Vimeo.

a page of the malaysia history gone forever...

strokes...

2010-07-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

-guangzhou-

facing the white canvas...
holding the coloured brush...
looking at the colours template...
mixing the colour on the template to find the right tone...
the first stroke on the canvas started...
the brush cant stop until the white canvas turn into...
i found my way to let my mind rest... expressing my feeling...

(enjoying the weak moment with colours & canvas...)

weak...

2010-07-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

the mind cant focus... the body so weak...
something wrong but dont know what is that...
hope everything will back in track...

(listening to Karena Ku Sayang Kamu by Dygta...)

inspiring tuesday...

2010-07-06T10:58:00.003+08:00

-guangzhou-

an inspiring morning talking to an artist, a mother of two, a lecturer...
from conducting class… way of lecturing… children… personal art work…
style of painting… sacrifice of self for family & students… travel…
an exciting morning to start for the week…

when you see your students success,
the satisfaction is more than producing your own art work…
-A.C-

sweet purple...

2010-07-01T13:46:00.001+08:00

60 days... hope it’s not a dream...
a reminder to myself... nothing eternity...
nothing last forever... even though one day...
we shall apart... at least... the memories...
will keep deep inside with me...
depart with me... to a whole new place...

(listening to Colors Of The Wind by Vanessa Williams...)

I want to know...

2010-06-27T10:18:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

driving on the highway in the early sunday morning listening to ...
thinking of what going to waiting front for me in the 10 years time...
well... I moved , and I moved on...

(listening to I Want To Know What Love Is by Mariah Carey...)

gaining...losing

2010-06-22T14:19:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

blend and balance all the aspects of life...
working hard towards making another history high peak...
at the same time... gaining something... losing something...

(listening to How Can You Mend A Broken Heart by Michael Buble...)

it might be you...

2010-06-17T14:56:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

lying on the sand watching sea birds fly...
wishing there were would be...
someone waiting home for me...
wondering how we met and what makes it last...
if i found the place... would i recognize the face...
so many quiet walks to make... so many dreams to make...
(listening to It Might Be You by Stephen Bishop...)

expectation...

2010-06-14T18:47:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

always prepared for the worse... if the thing turn out not bad...
it will be a surprise... but with the conditions that you have putting in all the efforts...
expectation always come with the disappoinment...

-a spark while in the class-
(listening to Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis...)

kematian...

2010-06-11T09:25:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

'kematian' adalah permulaan untuk 'laluan', perjalanan dan jumpaan yang lebih panjang...
ia membolehkan sesuatu yang baru dilahirkan...

-Limpas Bayu Borneo-
(listening to Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir...)

i am fine...

2010-06-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

no idea what to write... just a sharing of photo and telling you... i am fine... peace!

(listening to 夕阳之歌 by 梅艳芳...)

what if...

2010-06-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

one day you going to wake up not recognizing yourself...
or one day you going to wake up being alone in this world...
so many what if...
(listening to nothing...)

peacefully...

2010-06-07T13:26:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

so much words to say in this photo... i think this is what we call visual communication...
just another photo shot at guangzhou... the day so peaceful... monday morning...
attended a talk... learning something new... good day to kick start the week... cheer !
(listening to boring presentation from the sxxxxxx... )

you can do it...

2010-06-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

another day passed by smoothly... no pain... no sickness...
sitting in front of laptop to write this...
lots of things come in mind... the parents... the students... the school...
the work... the study... the programme... the course... the future...
thanks for all the goodness happen in life...
only one thing i can say... i did it again...
happy for myself...
deep in heart... you can do it...
(listening to Di Puncak Tertinggi OST of Puteri Gunung Ledang-The Musical...)

syukur . thankful . 感激

2010-06-04T13:25:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

'There is only one way to learn, its through action.
Everything you need to know you have learn through
your journey...'

thankful for your existing...
even though sometimes you will seem not considerate...
not exist... but your existing makes my day brighter...
all the effort putted in was worthy… just by a good news…
enjoy the moment… let it go… and prepared moving forward…

‘when you want to get to another peak of hill, first you have
to go down from the peak you are on now…’

again ‘syukur’…

(listening to 掌声响起来...)

hanya mimpi...

2010-06-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

penantian...
hanya mimpi yang indah...
akhirnya nanti kecewa...
(listening to Ceritera Cinta by Jaclyn Victor feat Rio Febrian...)

stillness...

2010-06-02T16:24:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

finding peace in uncertain... finding stillness in motion...
looking at the busy road outside...
where the enthusiasm gone... dont ask...
let it be... let go...
(listening to Stillness of The Mind - OST of A Single Man...)

E s c a p i s m

2010-05-30T09:56:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-
no word... no sentence... no phrase...
cant do much… only helpless...
the pressure... too huge...
i have to be selfish...escapism…
sometimes… is the best solution…
i think i live better in this way… lonely…

不要問　不要說　一切盡在不言中
這一刻偎著燭光　讓我們靜靜的渡過
莫揮手　莫回頭　當我唱起這首歌

(listening to 祝福 by Jacky Cheong...)

while waiting for 1230...

2010-05-29T11:10:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

working hard towards the future... love... and more...

我怕來不及我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的直到失去力氣
為了你我願意
動也不能動也要看著你
直到感覺你的髮線有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊直到不能呼吸

(listening to 至少还有你 by 林忆莲...)

unfortunately...

2010-05-27T02:11:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

i wish the happy moment will extend longer...unfortunately...
30 days... 825... not that easy to remember...
get use to it... the road will be more lonely and cold...
writing this alone in the dining room... 2.09 am...
while the rest still having a sweet dream...on the bed...
with the love one... for me... just a sleepless night...
(wish to listen to some music... unfortunately 2.09 am...)

little bit of love...

2010-05-23T09:21:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-
how i wish i have a macro len during the shutter release...

early in the sunday morning... full with love...
soft sunlight... having glass of milk...
writing this... thinking of your smile...
with little bit of love...
world still beautiful...
for you and me...
(listening to I'll BeThere by Mariah Carey...)

is not that easy...

2010-05-21T16:57:00.002+08:00

感覺快樂就忙東忙西... 感覺累了就放空自己...
不想擁有太多情緒... 一杯紅酒配電影...
在週末晚上... 關上了手機... 舒服窩在沙發裡...
当你吻醒我... 等待你回来是甜蜜的...
幸福沒有那麼容易... 才會特別讓人著迷...
什麼都不懂的年紀... 曾經最掏心... 所以最開心...
曾經...

when feel happy, keep myself busy... when tired, blank my mind...
do not want to have too much emotion... a glass of red wine with movies...
weekend night... phone off ... comfortable lay on the sofa...
waiting for you home is sweet when... wake by your kiss...
is not that easy to get happiness... that why we fascinating to it...
when we are young... less thing to take care... happier we are...
now everything was passing…

(listening to 没那么简单 by 黄小琥...)

no reason...

2010-05-20T13:20:00.003+08:00

-guangzhou-

think a lot lately... think of love one... think of life... think of dead... think of future... think of...
one is loved because one is loved... no reason is needed for loving... i believe...
The feeling of heart pounding strongly is good…

"she would have to send her kisses on the wind,
hoping that the wind would touch the boy's face,
and would tell him that she was alive...
that she was waiting for him: the hope of his return...
even she knew he wouldn't... "

-The Alchemist-

(reading The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho...)

outside the world...

2010-05-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-

whenever the sun was setting...
i always miss you here...
although the sky falling with rain...
i am still waiting... for the hapiness...
(listening to 外面的世界 by 齐秦...)

climbing up high...

2010-05-18T11:30:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou-

caterpillar always has the dream to become a beautiful butterfly...
climbing and facing the challanges... just to reach the peak to fly freely like a butterfly...
after a long climb... he feel tired and take a rest...
when he awake from the rest... dream come true... fly... as a big beautiful butterfly..
heavy pouring rain... hurts... weak...
caterpillar feel gloommy why the sweet dream always short...
tears/ rain... hit on the caterpillar/ butterfly...
(listening to Dilanda Cinta by Shanon Shah...)

20 days

2010-05-17T14:02:00.001+08:00

-guangzhou-

good news... bad news... happy... sad... lot of things needed to figure out...
hope everything will be fine and smooth in new environment...
still believe in... five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes...fill with love...
love is a gift from up above... share love... give love... spread love...
measure... measure your life in love...
(listening to Season of Love, OST of the movie 'Rent'... )

thank you...

2010-05-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

-guangzhou-
wishing all the teachers...happy teachers' day...
(tired week... not listening to any music... )

above...

2010-05-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

-guangzhou, china-

每个人头上都有一道彩虹。。。
出现在风雨后。。。
为你我打气，加油。。。
there is a rainbow above everyone of us...
appear after the rain...
to cheer you and me...
(listening to Takkan Ada Aku lagi by Ello...)

laugh with you, tears with you...

2010-05-13T12:09:00.002+08:00

sleep quickly dear...i will be in your dream...
laughing and tired with you... i will be your side...
sleep quickly dear... you will always dream of me...
i will be in your beautiful dream...
keep you comfort even after you wake...

小宝贝快快睡梦中会有我相随
陪你笑陪你累有我相依偎
小宝贝快快睡你会梦到我几回
有我在梦最美梦醒也安慰...

(listening to Somewhere My Love by Sean Ghazi...)

semalam...

2010-05-12T09:23:00.003+08:00

nice song and music video to share...

lucky one...

2010-05-11T11:00:00.000+08:00

after the fall... tears... hurt... its time to fly high...
sunshine always waiting at the end of darkness...
try to portray that I’m fine although deep inside...
I may be depressed and weak...
life must go on... i still believes I'm the lucky one...
(listening to I'm The Lucky One by Anuar Zain...)

into pieces...

2010-05-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

raining day... its not a good day... decision made... no turning back...
tears... not in mood... broke into pieces... the journey will be more lonely now...

-yong-
(listening to Tak Bisa Memiliki by Dygta...)

4282010

2010-05-09T10:02:00.002+08:00

messy mind... lot of photos... lots of thing to deal with... nothing to write...
a bit sweet... bit gloom... life must go on...
(listening to Sabar Menanti by Sean Ghazi from the film "Hapuslah Air Matamu"...)

messy...

2010-04-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

(listening to You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson...)

宝贝

2010-04-29T13:17:00.001+08:00

枯木也能发新芽馨香播种摇篮下。。。
有你在梦最美梦醒也安慰。。。
(listening to 小宝贝快快睡 by 香香...)

emptiness...

2010-04-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

sorry no time to update any post here... no idea to write any thing here... just a photo to share with...
good day and take care...
(in a thinking mood...)

2010-04-24T14:35:00.001+08:00

stood still...

even though...

2010-04-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

you never give up on me... even though i am...
you come to me everytime i cry... even though i am...
you gave me pair of wings... even though i am...
you help me flying high... even though i am...

(listening to To Be With You by David Archuleta...)

empty...

2010-04-23T10:20:00.007+08:00

the efforts part was done… let it be… flow with the rhythm...
important is the efforts and enjoy the journey...
reward just a nice ending for everything done before...
and a confident start for the new day...long way to go...
(listening to Seperti Pelangi by Dygta...)

aku.kamu

2010-04-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

saat itu kamu memberi... saat itu ku rasa bahgia...
selama ku tersenyum... selama itu ku memberi...
sesaat kau tak ade... saat itu yang ku rasa...
saat hidupku terasa terhenti... tanpa cahaya...
(listening to Aku Punya Kamu by Faizal Tahir...)

wanna come home...

2010-04-21T00:20:00.005+08:00

I miss you, you know... and I've been keeping all the notes I wrote to you...
each one a line or two, "'I'm fine... how are you...''
well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough...
my words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that... I miss you... you know...
(listening to Home by Westlife...)

facing it alone...

2010-04-20T11:46:00.003+08:00

facing the situation... sometimes I have to bow to the tribulations...
no matter how much darkness in front of me… I still have to face it alone…
the way still long… tears i cannot hide... so i smile and say...
(listening to Smoke Gets In Your Eyes by The Platters...)

lonely antique...

2010-04-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

sometime... feel like i am an antique... the value of an antique or lonely like an antique...
left by someone and it was the piece that survived...
even though survived but full with scars and damages...
that is the price to be an antique...
(listening to I Am Yours by Jason Mraz...)

food to film...

2010-04-19T13:52:00.003+08:00

dah tak tau nak makan ape dah untuk lunch... herm... wantan mee satu... hahaha...
still my favourite... enjoy the photo from one of my lunch... makcik jual mee pun
pelik nape orang ni ambik gambar makanan sebelum makan...huhu...
hari ni lunch nak makan ape ek? boring nye nak lunch seorang...
anyway dah biasa dah...eating alone still have to eat... huhu...
this photo reminds me of the late Yasmin Ahmad's film - Sepet...
where orked meet jason in a Chinese kopitiam which selling this food ; )
(listening to the drumming stomach waiting for lunch hour...)

100018042010

2010-04-18T10:14:00.000+08:00

the countdown was done... the message was replied...
when i thinking of you... the tears flow calmly through my face...
(listening to 关怀方式 by 陈汉伟&蔡礼莲...)

yong

brian & celine 28.11.2011

say goodbye...

when september end...

别了...

air jatuh...

formula of happiness...

flourish day...

365天...

cari kotak

builder

our children

colour.expression

inspiration...

cried for you...

blue

fading or forgotten

tied up...

faces...

agent orange...

saigon part III

saigon part II

saigon part I

recharge...

messy...

分担 。 负担

the sweet monday

thank . full

blank...

pieces of memory...

measuring the life...

spread your wings...

the forgotten...

slowing down...

destination... journey...

elements hunting...

exploring...rimba

天长地久

terrorism...

just refreshing...

history...

relief...

too many ???

falling rain...

stillness of life...

你不知道的事

pasar malam...

26 years passed...

nights...

how i wish...

lonely... journey...

feeling: empty...

proud of you...

thank you...

come what may...

sharing...

forgotten memories-Pudu

strokes...

weak...

inspiring tuesday...

sweet purple...

I want to know...

gaining...losing

it might be you...

expectation...

kematian...

i am fine...

what if...

peacefully...

you can do it...

syukur . thankful . 感激

hanya mimpi...

stillness...

E s c a p i s m

while waiting for 1230...

unfortunately...

little bit of love...

is not that easy...

no reason...

outside the world...

分担。负担